It's really weird writing in here after so long..
well maybe i will again once in a while, not that anyone reads it.
Maybe some dream guy will come along and see it.. so might as well keep it fresh, right? right.

i went skiing today with emily and dennis.. which was cool. I am getting pretty good i think. I got home from a retreat yesterday that was sooo powerful.. it really was a blast. I met these two girls morgan and amanda.. who seem really awesome.

Currently Listening Strong Tower By Kutless see related

                           *dedicated*
      In my head there's only you now
                this world falls on me
in this world, there's real and make believe
                 this seems real to me

Currently Playing Let Me Go By 3 Doors Down see related

Nobody Likes You, Everyone Hates You.
They're all out without you...
 Having fun. (Typical...)
I hate my parents and my brother! they tell me i have to go to some stupid middle school play (haha like i really WANT to!) and then i get all ready to go and out of no where my stepdad turns into Ultra Dickwad!  so now it is 7 pm on a friday night and i was invited over Kristines but NO! of couse i "cant go"! and the ONLY PERSON who can cheer me up is probly with another girl. typical. this SUCKS!

SO tonight was artsfest.. went super good! i had a reallly really  good time!! lol i got to help do part of this egg that is like all decorated and stuff.. lol nvm it probly makes no sense to you! (except for carolanne cuz she did it too) and Look Carolanne: I POSTED!! haha o man i love arts fest...
cinco de mayo party tomarrow >>Double score<<!

So everyone- I like someone! Does he like me? i think. Do I have a chance? pretty good one.
Whats his name? You'll just have to wait and see!

Currently Playing American Idiot By Green Day Jesus of Suburbia (spelling?) see related